Absolutely exhausting.
I had to adapt to having ouchie knees (woo chondromalacia--but at least it's healing and they're getting better).
I had to handle yet another round of house issues (yellow jacket hive nestled between our wall and water heater chimney).
...And my husband and I had to make a huge life-impacting decision.
It was a decision that's been looming over us for the last several months... I went into September thinking that we were going to move to California, and we ended the month having decided to stay where we are.
View from the breakfast nook--also on September 28th. Looking out on the backyard deck and the large tree next to our house. |
So... what does that mean for October?
It means reopening my Etsy store (more details to come, once I've ironed them out).
It means nestling back into a routine and, like the animals and color-changing trees, preparing for the colder months ahead.
Picture taken this morning, on an overcast and chilly October 1st... Virginia Creeper vine on our deck. |
And it means falling in love with my house--and my life--all over again.
I spent these last few months mentally preparing myself to say goodbye to everything--this house, this area, my craft room, our friends... And now I don't have to. I'm slowly allowing myself to put down roots again, the roots that I pulled up in anticipation of moving and change--exciting, thrilling change, but change nonetheless.
My hope for October is that it's a month of coziness and contentment, becoming grounded again in my life. My task is to find the excitement in the here-and-now... After all, I don't have to move across the country for life to be thrilling and beautiful.
And my hope is that this month is beautiful--beautiful in its overcast Autumn gloom, beautiful in its deepening relationships and connections, beautiful in its combination of familiarity and inevitable time-driven newness.
That is my hope.
...And so, I wish you all a Happy October. May it be beautiful.
Amen! :)
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